Fly
I let your fire in my soul
Deep in my bones
Deep in my bones
It burns my brain deep in my skull
Night only grows
Night only (inhale)
(exhale)
Blow out the flame or let it grow
Who really knows?
I need to know
Next choice I make will iterate
What it takes to fly
As a kid,
I was never seen as best in anything
Always seen as second rate
Always coming in second place
Worked so hard
Didn’t feel like I earned a thing
Always thanks to participates
Yeah you’re really just not that great
So many L’s I started losing my grip
Losin’ it
I started packing and though I would quit
Throw a fit cause I ain’t really have much that could stick
Might’ve been a people pleaser
That I admit
Breakin’ a sweat for days, bleeding for months and months,
Crying for years and years, really wanted that up and up
Sticking glue on my tape, then that tape on my cuts
Didn’t heal my wounds, but It made me tough
Then I found something that could heal my cuts
It wasn’t chance or luck, it was music’s touch
Everytime I rubbed it
I could feel the up and up
Feel the rush in blood
See what I become
Yellow golden rays of light
Red red roses in my sight
Taste of freedom in the air
Thousands screaming everywhere
This just feels too good too true
What if I’m no good for you
What if I can never fly
And never reach the sky
I let your fire in my soul
Deep in my bones
Deep in my bones
It burns my brain deep in my skull
Night only grows
Night only (inhale)
(exhale)
Blow out the flame or let it grow
Who really knows?
I need to know
Next choice I make will iterate
What it takes to fly
I’m back with a vengeance, okay, I’m killin the game
On my way to the throne, except I’m losing my way
I let the negative people, say all the negative things
And then I took it all in, and made a cake out of their brains
I used to harness their hate, but now I see more than one way
I see the blood and the stains from all the wrath of my ways
I see the scars beneath my surface
Birthin monsters, demons, goblins, urchins
Evil’s lurkin’
But now I see the better way, I see my inner need for change
I see the faith I never gave to anyone who came my way
I see how long you had to wait for me to get myself okay
Please don’t please don’t lose the faith
I need it if I’ll change my ways
Finally gonna live my dream, truest version I can see
Then again you never know how
things might, things might,
things might be
Still, I have to build my dream
I can’t live my life asleep
When I turn my back away, I lose the biggest part of me
Yellow golden rays of light
Red red roses in my sight
Taste of freedom in the air
Thousands screaming everywhere
This just feels too good too true
What if I’m no good for you
What if I can never fly
And never reach the sky
I let your fire in my soul
Deep in my bones
Deep in my bones
It burns my brain deep in my skull
Night only grows
Night only (inhale)
(exhale)
Blow out the flame or let it grow
Who really knows?
I need to know
Next choice I make will iterate
What it takes to fly